6.27.25
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persephone inspired me to finally start my long standing desire to ramble online...
today i walked to pick up sushi and listened to Virgin-- i love Lorde so bad. feels like a weird diary. thats always the dream lyrically. intimate anthemic playful raw. i hope my new record touches some of you that way too... for so long ‘like a stain, pink’ was a collection of scrawls and soundcloud playlists and halfwritten or overwritten songs. been an intensely emotional few years writing and recording .. crazy highs coming out of the studio in the middle of the night. crying doubtful low over a second mix. ahh so soon it’s yours.
making a record over years over bedrooms over highways over over over makes me forget that youre out there too <3 thank you. new single next week!!!
xx
8.8.25
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lol I forgot about this page... updating ever updating. lots of admin stuff to do before the release show next week. I am so looking forward to having this record out. sooo looking forward to singing to all of you in a dark little bar in brooklyn. it takes so long to make an album part of me is already pulled toward the next project. been making t shirts and emailing and trying to get a drum kit for the show.. hit me up if youve got one. god. i love these songs. i love the way they came together over months and months and then in one sleepless weekend. i love how much philly played a part in the story of these songs and i am so so ready to share them. finally out of my headphones and into yours. see you next week at Dada!!
mwah!
8.13.25
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hello angels of the blogosphere
the album is out in basically 26 hours... im sitting in connecticut listening to the lush night. frogs crickets cicaidas coyotes foxes beatles wind in the tree branches rain falling from eaves. oh drum kit was secured, not sure if you were worried about that, i was! im nervous to share the record. it always feels so anti-climactic. i want to cry on release days. hoping the big party will make it feel more like an achievement. it took years for this album to exist. years to live it, write it, re-write it, record it in fits and starts. its a magical time stamp on a chapter of my life. i feel like i am just crawling out of the car. funny enough my sibling totaled goldie two days ago. thats the name of my car (rip) she was so majorly cute. im just thinking now that perhaps it is kismet. she is finished driving on the eve of my drinking driving and pissing album.
anyways this isnt a pity party, just a reminder to myself that i did something ive been dying to do for years. the album is done with sick visuals and an even bigger community behind the creation. thank you to cat maya jane nicole matt and tom for making the amazing videos. thank you to hank and mitch bo ben and ben and declan and isabella and hannah for playing on ‘like a stain, pink’ thanks to caroline for helping me come up with the title of the record on new years day at montague diner. and thank you especially to my love, my swan tom. youve listened to every single variation of these songs. your artistry and heart are endlessly inspiring. and ur so hot it makes me crazy.
thank you for being here. i cant wait to party friday!
9.4.25
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ahh a few weeks out of release day now. my object impermanence is showing. already headlocked in the next project(s). I had a beautiful night celebrating with my friends and collaborators. so much fun playing with a full band. looking forward to keeping that up. i really learned a lot from the show. mainly that i need to be playing as often as possible. i have a few shows booked for september and october including a sound theatre exploration (going to be writing and sharing ideas for the new album lollll) i think im just like musically backed up because ‘like a stain’ took so long to make. like three years. and then all at once... and ive had so many experiences since the writing of many of those songs. i mean duet and sunset and montague are nearly 3 years old! so now im dreaming up the next set of songs, the rooms they inhabit, the high set ceiling speakers they play from. im going for 80’s celestial sexy irresistable fun looping pop oldies diner music. so if you are reading this and that list makes any sense to you please send me a song or 3.
truthfully, personally, my heart is feeling heavy. transitioning into fall and looking forward to the season but feeling the weight of change. so much to see feel do write hold. okay signing off.
10.8.25
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i guess im struggling with object impermanance... maybe i should set a reminder to post here weekly at least? im doing another 30 days of songwriting. cant figure out how i want to share it.. i feel like tiktok makes a lot of sense but im lowkey scared. the nice thing about posting it to my website was that it felt sort of tucked away, you had to be pretty committed to get to the songs. I guess this is another layer worth peeling off. making publicly and being unafraid to share, unafraid to witness others witnessing me.
isnt the internet so strange? i was so moved a few days ago watching this bizarre viral video of a guy singing along to drake and then he pans to the floor of his room which is just covered in rocks. like ?? what the hell?? its soooo sick that i get this window into his daily life, surroundings, afternoons spent alone. this is such a new phenomena, getting to look inside someones life through a camera, thru a screen. i find that moving. and an immense amount of pressure to perform someone worth watching. i want to be admired, i want to be worth the admiration, i want to be inspiring, i want people to think im creating interesting and impressive music, art, etc. feels like a new challenge for me artistically, career wise, figuring out how to do socials with genuine enjoyment, ease, but still doing numbers.
a side note my heart feels really heavy. feels hard to trust myself. anyways, ill lyk what i decide about the 30 days project <3
talk soon xx